let me start by saying that once again, i have a problem with these damned posts. Ignore the format for now, I have to re-do my style sheet. My brain has been far too active in my sleep over the last couple of weeks. Could be the stress, it certainly might have something to do with the large amounts of television consumption. The activity at least gives me something to look forward to as I am falling asleep, however it has become far too often that I wake up in a state of confusion over what had just happened, or didn't happen. I walk around all day thinking about the night before and the people I interacted with in my head. I have gotten very good at the ability to wake up from a dream, then fall back asleep, starting the dream again where it left off. I can do that over and over. In fact I do quite often and that is why it is becoming such a problem. I don't want certain dreams to end and I must find out what is going to happen next, so I keep sleeping. Eventually I will wake up and realize that 2pm is just a ridiculous time to get out of bed. I have wasted half of my day, and for what? For the movie star that was chasing me around, helping me open and close windows in photoshop? How about the HTML that I was writing, making sure it was properly written so that the house I grew up in was in perfect working order so that everyone I have ever known could come over and have dinner without flickering in and out of their seats, or disappearing completely? I sure do need a job. The lack of projects and responsibility in my life is allowing my dream states to take precedence over reality.